beaChiE buM..

Friday, May 13, 2005
11:56 AM

hey hey.. it's been,, 4 days? hehe. i became lazy to put some posts eh! hehe. anyway. our PLDTvibe is now workin! haha lol. loser amp! anyway.

im so happy.. hehe. my long lost friend just called me a while ago. aloy. hehe. really missed him.. weee. he said he's now studyin at Sacred Heart at Pasig. well dunno where its at. he said he's gon visit us at bene tho. hehe. and he's tellin me all those things why he didn't came back tuh bene. hehe. lol. kinda confidential. anyway. really missed that guy. asked him pa nga if he got taller na eh. nainsulto! hehe. :) onga naman. haha :) anyway. hope he calls me again. we got so much catchin up tuh do! hehe :)

cHiCka boNiTa`

Monday, May 09, 2005
4:55 PM

hey hey.. im out. hehe. m not at home. lol

cHiCka boNiTa`

hey hey. lol. i was just readin stuffs on the bulletin of friendster. and as usual. i found something"s" i was interested to:..

Message: May isang girl na naghihintay sa kanyangboyfriend..
[1st day]
She sent a msg: "Miss u na!Wat tym ka ppunta? She's waiting for the replykaso waLa..
2nd msg: "I txtd u knina pro bkt dkangrepLy? Wt tym kba ppunta? I need ur answerasap!!
But she waited for 5 hours La pa ring repLy..Sa sobrang asar ini-off nya ang CP nya... Andsaid... "I will not open this cell unLess ppunta xad2... After few minutes nka2Log Na rin xa...
[2ndDAY]
She's still wating for her boyfriend.. Magpparing sa fone tp0s ba2.. she told herself... "doeshe luv me p b?!" "he knows nmn pg ng pa2ringakoh... she's expcting that d b0y will call her bck...untill its evening no one comes, no one calls... herCP still off..
3RD DAY she's still w8ting; ngpa2ring after a few hours d fone rung... she ans itquickly... "hello" on d other line.. "hon...iloveu verymuch.. bglng ng busy.. glit n glit na umupo sas0fa.. at nano0d ng t.v... after a few mins... mykumatok she stnd quickly...nd open d do0r... shewas surprised when she saw her bf standingoutside d do0r... w/ go0d looks..white longsleeves... nd white pants... d guy says... "come w/me... yaAn moh kng bumwi sau" she ans... "w8 illjuz..... "come lets go... after few mins. they're on dplce... sa houz ng guy... knbahan xa.... she'sasking.... wat happen... bat ang dming tao...at myred light.... wats that...?!(she stopped 4 awhile) "ur mom" wlng sg0t..d guy 0nly lo0ked ather face... bglng may 2mwg s knya... She'sshocked when she saw d guy's mom crying andembraced her... "c0me w/ me! sa buong pg aaklngmnksunod sa knya ang guy.... on d do0r....she'sshock ed when she saw a dead person infr0nt ofher..... she lo0ks at her back... but d guy isg0ne..... >where he went wla nmn xang nkitadumAan infr0nt of her... d mother said... "batngaun k lng pumunta khp0n p koh ng te2xt sau!per0 nk-off ang phone moh... she open her CP ndsit 4 a while... nd read d msg... there are 5 unreadmsgs... she open d 1st msg.. "hija, my s0n isnow 50/50 c0me here he neede u... 2ndmsg... "pls c0me hir or reply....i need it now..."3rd msg... "my s0n is on comatose.... can u visithim now your his strength"... 4th msg... "hija mys0n is dead" and then she cried nd think knowing..that her love is now gone in her lyf... naicp nya ungngyri..... she's with d guy for the past few hours....and she think, nd think, nd think... hanggangdumting ang knyng pag iicp sa guy.... "c0me letsgo".... "dalawin moh nmn ako.. khit sa huling arawng lamay koh...! pls re:post this story.... b cozthis story gives u idea that.. d person u love....willgone anytym.... dont hesitate to tell them that uluv them so much!! i believe dat anytym u'll tendto lose someone you love... kahit gano moh cyakamahal... kahit gano kayo nagpakahirap pralamang sa pagmamahal.. sometyms der will comea wrong tym.. dat u myt lose the someone u reallylove most post dis on to your bulletin andsomething good will happen to you and to the oneyou love...

Message: Dan and Jasmine are sittingaloneinthe parkone night....
Dan: I guess we are the left overs in thisworld
Jasmine: I think so...All of my friends haveboyfriends and we are only the 2 persons leftinthis world with out any special person in ourlife
Dan: Yup I don't know what to do
Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game
Dan: What game?
Jasmine: i'll be your girl friend for 30 daysandyouwill be my boy friend
Dan: That's a great plan in fact i don't havenothing to do much this following weeks...
DAY 1:
They watch their first movie and they bothtouchedin a romantic film
DAY 4:
They went to the beach and have apicnic...Danand Jasmine have their quality time together
DAY 12:
Dan invited Jasmine to a circus and they rideon a Horror House....Jasmine was scaredandshe touched Dan's hand but she touchedsomeone else's hand and they bothlaughed...
DAY 15:
They saw a fortune teller down the road andtheyasked for their future advice and the fortunetellersaid: "My darling, Please don't waste the timeofyour life...SPend the rest of your time togetherhappily" Then tears flow out from the teller'seyes
DAY 20:
Jasmine invited Dan to go to the hill and theysaw a meteor...Jasmine mumbledsomething
DAY 28:
They sat on the bus and because of a bumbyroadJasmine gave her first kiss to Dan byaccident
DAY 29:
11:37pm
Jasmine and Dan sat in the park where theyfirst decided to play this game...
Dan: I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want anydrinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down theroad
Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all
Dan: Wait for me....
20mins later... a stranger approachedJasmine
Stranger: Are you a friend of Dan?Jasmine: Why yes? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran overdan and he is critical in the hospital
11:57pm
The doctor went out of the emergency roomandhe handed out an apple juice and a letter
Doctor: We found this in dan's pocket
Jasmine reads the letter and it says:
Jasmine, This past few days, i realized youareareally cute girl and i am really falling foryou..Yourcherish smile your everything when weplayedthisgame..... Before this game would end...Iwouldlike you to be my girl friend for the rest of mylife....I love you Jasmine....
Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted:
"Dan ! i don't want you to die... I loveyou...Remember that night when we saw ameteor, I mumbled something... I mumbledthat Iwish we would be together forever and neverendthis game. Please don't leave me Dan.... Iloveyou! You cannot do this to me!"
Then the clock strikes 12
Dan's heart stop pumping
THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY
******************************************************************************************************************************************************************
Always love your loved ones and show themhowyou feel before it is too late...You will neverknowwhen they will be gone from your embrace...Ifyouwere given a time to bestow petals ofeverlastingcompassion and love to your loved ones?Todayis the day....Love them while they are stillhere...

awww.. cute right? hehe :)

cHiCka boNiTa`

Saturday, May 07, 2005
6:24 PM

weeeewwww.... im soo bored. lol. i went onlyn onlii tuh find out no one's onlyn. i shud've gone out. haha. but i have no one tuh be wit! lol. its so freakin hot here! ugh. one of the reasons why i hate summer.! it's really hot! ugh.! ang it rained pa a while ago! hmmpf. watta sumer.

cHiCka boNiTa`

12.44 pm.

just finished editin my blog. i got a new layout. hihi :) i got over my LAZINESS from last night. hehe. and guess what? i added sum extra sounds. hehe. :) im still findin new stuff. :) just heard Natalie and Baby Bash's Energy. hehe. it's nice weehheeee.. im downloading it now. "im diggin for your energy.." woohoo.. hehe :) it's a really nice song. haha. lol. anyway. im not sure if ima go out today. well. i dunno. i want to. hehe. but i dunno if i have someone to go wit. my sis' went out. awww... hehe. i wanna go out tonight. my friend Bryan has a gig tonight at Raja Sulayman (?) near Roxas Blv. i wanna go there tho but i still gots tuh ask my mom. lol. im outtie! gon be back later. :) mwah! hope yall love my new layout! :)

cHiCka boNiTa`

hehehe. lol. ang loser talaga. hehe. anyway.

went out today. (at last! after ten years of waiting for marianne to call!) anyway. she called me kasi, told me she's gon pick me up at home then we'll go out tuh watch the basketball league at thier village. then, we watched the game.

i just visited a friend's blog. hehe. ang kewt talaga ng layout niya. haha. :) it's like uh. a rocker type. haha. eventhough im not that kinda "rocker type". i still find it really kewl. :) his stats in ym right now is "ang tawag diyan TSINELAS, pero pag mayaman ka, FLIP-FLOPS" haha. hey, that makes sense :)

im kinda supposed to change my layout. but i got LAZY [duh?! wut's new lea?? haha]

i can't wait for the star wars III. hahaha!! really wanna watch that movie! i've watched all of the sequels. kaya im so excited bout the last one. haha. it's showing on May 19. uhm. 2 weeks from now? haha. really can't wait. haha. really LOVE that movie!

im bein so "madaldal" today. bakit kaya?

hmmpf. someone's messin wit my tagboard again. hmmmp. i wonder who SHE is! ugh. kulet mo!

i was at town yesterday. i was wit kat, nico, ian & ron. we watched Kingdom of Heaven. it was fun. hehe. we were throwing popcorns at each other. haha. laugh trip. i miss the whole crew though. i can't wait till June. haha. i think lectures are gon be boring though. (duh!) but the classrooms' aint. haha. i remember back then when i was still in my second year. haha. the class was really great. haha. whenever there's no teacher, we would go out of the classroom. haha :)

im now playin MYMP - Get me. haha. kewt ung song. "so come on and get me, get me. baby im yours come on and get me, ul never be lonely, lonely. so baby.. come on and get me" haha. kewt. my new fave song right now is Mariah's new single. We Belong Together. ang kewt. and also 112's new song. You Already Know. it's a sex song. haha. lol. i love Ja's Caught Up. hehe. awww.. ang hiphop ko talaga.

i got my ears pierced nga pala yesterday. upper right side. it kinda hurts. haha. but. it's cute. haha.

i got a friend. he was making me super kulit before. just to make him a testi. when i made him one na, he doesn't want to give me one naman. kakainis. andamot sa testi! haha.

i miss playin ball. lol. i wanna go training though. but my mom didn't let me. and i have to study in my 3rd year. haha. ugh. kakainis. i aint got nuthin tuh do this summer but to go out and go out. haha. that's aaight. i get tuh meet new people. "cute" new people. haha. lol. crazie biyotch.

i wanna go tuh the beach! woah! hehe. i love my cellphone theme. hehe. the background is a girl in the beach. haha. it's really nice. i love it! ;p

love this! ::..
We Belong Together - Mariah Carey

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself

I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

cHiCka boNiTa`

Monday, May 02, 2005
10:14 PM

shit happens.

im confused. i thought when i give it a second shot, things would be aight. but then it didn't. i changed the fuck out of myself. and still you don't give a shit. rthin didn't turned out as planned. wut i did wrong.? huh?? you actin like it's aight tuh lose me. uhm. holla at yuh! shit. i didn't went back for this crap! you tellin me stuff like im some kind of stupid or sumthin! i aint gettin sumthin from this piece of shit. i aint happy. u aint makin me. shit.

cHiCka boNiTa`

shit toh. watta life.

I hope I don’t make you mad, with what I’m ‘bout to say boy Here we are once again, and I’m havin' second thoughts boy I’m not messin' with your head, but I changed my mind boy I don’t know why I’m here, the same time I want you near If you want me to leave, I will underst and See I will just have to respect your wishes boy 'Cause if I stay ain't no tellin' what may happened boy Although you look so good to me, it's best that I leave **I’m scared of bein next to you, 'cause of what I think I might do Boy you turn me on right now, I can’t get down like that right now I don’t want to disturb the flow this is not my M-O, Hold up, wait a minute, we’re movin' way too fast I want some like this here to last.**

cHiCka boNiTa`

weeeeeeeeeeeee... lol. our fuckin pldt vibe issnt workin. haha. and im so fed up at callin tis pldt line. they keep puttin me in hold and sayin thier technical group is busy. busy my ass. im fed up. haha. anyway. ima go out 2mo. gon tuh town. gon buy stuffs. hehe :)

cHiCka boNiTa`

Saturday, April 30, 2005
9:47 PM

aint no bitch gon ruin my life.

just got home from sm & gale. went to 50th ave. things are still nice there. anyway. gotta go tuh town on tuesday. gonna buy sumthin. haha. i miss skool. i miss pao. ugh. im gon continue makin earings and beaded stuff na. and gonna find sum place who gives boxing lessons.

cHiCka boNiTa`

Thursday, April 28, 2005
10:06 PM

i went to town a while ago. wit my sis and her friends. we watched xXx2. damn. the movie's really hot! all those cars and the soundtrack and damn. all of it actually. haha. it's really hot.

cHiCka boNiTa`

Wednesday, April 27, 2005
12:15 PM

i just chatted wit pao. i said sorry and stuffs. AGAIN. damn. i told him i don't wanna argue but he keeps pushing. he told me he loves me and i trashed it and all those shit. i keep hearin that shit everytime we talk. fcuk naman. he's on my mind again. ugh. kakainis. i do try everythin to forget this shit. i don't wanna be crappy and shit. fuck this shit. im done with it.

cHiCka boNiTa`