well... im home. hihi. it was really fun there. i missed the pc though. but it's aight,, i got tuh hang out by the beach. hehehe :p well anyway. we were there for a week. wow. hehe. it's really fun,, i loved the beach. it has white sand and stuffs. hehe. the sun was great. ;p we got home yesterday. hehe ;p
anyway,, im now single. harhar. lol. it's kinda, uhh,, i dunno. aight maybe.? there's so many people who keep tellin me, i should really be single and prolly loose weight haha. anyway. i kinda want this way though. eventhough i really miss him and stuffs. i should like it this way. eventhough he told me he's gon back,, come to think of it. i look like a doormat. he leaves me, and comes back again when he needs me. crazy huh? a friend even told me i think more mature than him. he acts like a kid. well i dunno. i got tired of cryin all the time, thinkin it's always my fault (eventhough it's really no one's fault). my dad told me, i should enjoy life. i shouldn't make my whole world revolve on my love life. that's stupid. i got friends. a lotta them. i know i can take care of myself. im tired of doin all this shit. all this crap. i should enjoy life. and yea it's summer! hehe. i got a lotta time to forget all this crap. i should prolly focus on my studies (haha. as if) so i could reach my goals. and do my dreams (woooohooo!). lol. im gettin the hang of this. haha
people should not be lonely if they're single. heck, i think we should be happy. i mean, we're free. and we could do stuffs on our own, we could decide for ourselves. and for me, i could look at guys, and wear stuff and go to places with out someone who keeps buggin me out! haha. ;p and i'm not alone. i got my friends. ;p im happy! wooohoo!
