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2005-05-13T11:56:00.000-07:00

hey hey.. it's been,, 4 days? hehe. i became lazy to put some posts eh! hehe. anyway. our PLDTvibe is now workin! haha lol. loser amp! anyway.

im so happy.. hehe. my long lost friend just called me a while ago. aloy. hehe. really missed him.. weee. he said he's now studyin at Sacred Heart at Pasig. well dunno where its at. he said he's gon visit us at bene tho. hehe. and he's tellin me all those things why he didn't came back tuh bene. hehe. lol. kinda confidential. anyway. really missed that guy. asked him pa nga if he got taller na eh. nainsulto! hehe. :) onga naman. haha :) anyway. hope he calls me again. we got so much catchin up tuh do! hehe :)

2005-05-09T16:55:00.000-07:00

hey hey.. im out. hehe. m not at home. lol

2005-05-09T10:13:00.000-07:00

hey hey. lol. i was just readin stuffs on the bulletin of friendster. and as usual. i found something"s" i was interested to:..

Message: May isang girl na naghihintay sa kanyangboyfriend..
[1st day]
She sent a msg: "Miss u na!Wat tym ka ppunta? She's waiting for the replykaso waLa..
2nd msg: "I txtd u knina pro bkt dkangrepLy? Wt tym kba ppunta? I need ur answerasap!!
But she waited for 5 hours La pa ring repLy..Sa sobrang asar ini-off nya ang CP nya... Andsaid... "I will not open this cell unLess ppunta xad2... After few minutes nka2Log Na rin xa...
[2ndDAY]
She's still wating for her boyfriend.. Magpparing sa fone tp0s ba2.. she told herself... "doeshe luv me p b?!" "he knows nmn pg ng pa2ringakoh... she's expcting that d b0y will call her bck...untill its evening no one comes, no one calls... herCP still off..
3RD DAY she's still w8ting; ngpa2ring after a few hours d fone rung... she ans itquickly... "hello" on d other line.. "hon...iloveu verymuch.. bglng ng busy.. glit n glit na umupo sas0fa.. at nano0d ng t.v... after a few mins... mykumatok she stnd quickly...nd open d do0r... shewas surprised when she saw her bf standingoutside d do0r... w/ go0d looks..white longsleeves... nd white pants... d guy says... "come w/me... yaAn moh kng bumwi sau" she ans... "w8 illjuz..... "come lets go... after few mins. they're on dplce... sa houz ng guy... knbahan xa.... she'sasking.... wat happen... bat ang dming tao...at myred light.... wats that...?!(she stopped 4 awhile) "ur mom" wlng sg0t..d guy 0nly lo0ked ather face... bglng may 2mwg s knya... She'sshocked when she saw d guy's mom crying andembraced her... "c0me w/ me! sa buong pg aaklngmnksunod sa knya ang guy.... on d do0r....she'sshock ed when she saw a dead person infr0nt ofher..... she lo0ks at her back... but d guy isg0ne..... >where he went wla nmn xang nkitadumAan infr0nt of her... d mother said... "batngaun k lng pumunta khp0n p koh ng te2xt sau!per0 nk-off ang phone moh... she open her CP ndsit 4 a while... nd read d msg... there are 5 unreadmsgs... she open d 1st msg.. "hija, my s0n isnow 50/50 c0me here he neede u... 2ndmsg... "pls c0me hir or reply....i need it now..."3rd msg... "my s0n is on comatose.... can u visithim now your his strength"... 4th msg... "hija mys0n is dead" and then she cried nd think knowing..that her love is now gone in her lyf... naicp nya ungngyri..... she's with d guy for the past few hours....and she think, nd think, nd think... hanggangdumting ang knyng pag iicp sa guy.... "c0me letsgo".... "dalawin moh nmn ako.. khit sa huling arawng lamay koh...! pls re:post this story.... b cozthis story gives u idea that.. d person u love....willgone anytym.... dont hesitate to tell them that uluv them so much!! i believe dat anytym u'll tendto lose someone you love... kahit gano moh cyakamahal... kahit gano kayo nagpakahirap pralamang sa pagmamahal.. sometyms der will comea wrong tym.. dat u myt lose the someone u reallylove most post dis on to your bulletin andsomething good will happen to you and to the oneyou love...

Message: Dan and Jasmine are sittingaloneinthe parkone night....
Dan: I guess we are the left overs in thisworld
Jasmine: I think so...All of my friends haveboyfriends and we are only the 2 persons leftinthis world with out any special person in ourlife
Dan: Yup I don't know what to do
Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game
Dan: What game?
Jasmine: i'll be your girl friend for 30 daysandyouwill be my boy friend
Dan: That's a great plan in fact i don't havenothing to do much this following weeks...
DAY 1:
They watch their first movie and they bothtouchedin a romantic film
DAY 4:
They went to the beach and have apicnic...Danand Jasmine have their quality time together
DAY 12:
Dan invited Jasmine to a circus and they rideon a Horror House....Jasmine was scaredandshe touched Dan's hand but she touchedsomeone else's hand and they bothlaughed...
DAY 15:
They saw a fortune teller down the road andtheyasked for their future advice and the fortunetellersaid: "My darling, Please don't waste the timeofyour life...SPend the rest of your time togetherhappily" Then tears flow out from the teller'seyes
DAY 20:
Jasmine invited Dan to go to the hill and theysaw a meteor...Jasmine mumbledsomething
DAY 28:
They sat on the bus and because of a bumbyroadJasmine gave her first kiss to Dan byaccident
DAY 29:
11:37pm
Jasmine and Dan sat in the park where theyfirst decided to play this game...
Dan: I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want anydrinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down theroad
Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all
Dan: Wait for me....
20mins later... a stranger approachedJasmine
Stranger: Are you a friend of Dan?Jasmine: Why yes? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran overdan and he is critical in the hospital
11:57pm
The doctor went out of the emergency roomandhe handed out an apple juice and a letter
Doctor: We found this in dan's pocket
Jasmine reads the letter and it says:
Jasmine, This past few days, i realized youareareally cute girl and i am really falling foryou..Yourcherish smile your everything when weplayedthisgame..... Before this game would end...Iwouldlike you to be my girl friend for the rest of mylife....I love you Jasmine....
Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted:
"Dan ! i don't want you to die... I loveyou...Remember that night when we saw ameteor, I mumbled something... I mumbledthat Iwish we would be together forever and neverendthis game. Please don't leave me Dan.... Iloveyou! You cannot do this to me!"
Then the clock strikes 12
Dan's heart stop pumping
THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY
******************************************************************************************************************************************************************
Always love your loved ones and show themhowyou feel before it is too late...You will neverknowwhen they will be gone from your embrace...Ifyouwere given a time to bestow petals ofeverlastingcompassion and love to your loved ones?Todayis the day....Love them while they are stillhere...

awww.. cute right? hehe :)

2005-05-07T18:24:00.000-07:00

weeeewwww.... im soo bored. lol. i went onlyn onlii tuh find out no one's onlyn. i shud've gone out. haha. but i have no one tuh be wit! lol. its so freakin hot here! ugh. one of the reasons why i hate summer.! it's really hot! ugh.! ang it rained pa a while ago! hmmpf. watta sumer.

2005-05-07T12:53:00.000-07:00

12.44 pm.

just finished editin my blog. i got a new layout. hihi :) i got over my LAZINESS from last night. hehe. and guess what? i added sum extra sounds. hehe. :) im still findin new stuff. :) just heard Natalie and Baby Bash's Energy. hehe. it's nice weehheeee.. im downloading it now. "im diggin for your energy.." woohoo.. hehe :) it's a really nice song. haha. lol. anyway. im not sure if ima go out today. well. i dunno. i want to. hehe. but i dunno if i have someone to go wit. my sis' went out. awww... hehe. i wanna go out tonight. my friend Bryan has a gig tonight at Raja Sulayman (?) near Roxas Blv. i wanna go there tho but i still gots tuh ask my mom. lol. im outtie! gon be back later. :) mwah! hope yall love my new layout! :)

2005-05-07T01:04:00.000-07:00

hehehe. lol. ang loser talaga. hehe. anyway.

went out today. (at last! after ten years of waiting for marianne to call!) anyway. she called me kasi, told me she's gon pick me up at home then we'll go out tuh watch the basketball league at thier village. then, we watched the game.

i just visited a friend's blog. hehe. ang kewt talaga ng layout niya. haha. :) it's like uh. a rocker type. haha. eventhough im not that kinda "rocker type". i still find it really kewl. :) his stats in ym right now is "ang tawag diyan TSINELAS, pero pag mayaman ka, FLIP-FLOPS" haha. hey, that makes sense :)

im kinda supposed to change my layout. but i got LAZY [duh?! wut's new lea?? haha]

i can't wait for the star wars III. hahaha!! really wanna watch that movie! i've watched all of the sequels. kaya im so excited bout the last one. haha. it's showing on May 19. uhm. 2 weeks from now? haha. really can't wait. haha. really LOVE that movie!

im bein so "madaldal" today. bakit kaya?

hmmpf. someone's messin wit my tagboard again. hmmmp. i wonder who SHE is! ugh. kulet mo!

i was at town yesterday. i was wit kat, nico, ian & ron. we watched Kingdom of Heaven. it was fun. hehe. we were throwing popcorns at each other. haha. laugh trip. i miss the whole crew though. i can't wait till June. haha. i think lectures are gon be boring though. (duh!) but the classrooms' aint. haha. i remember back then when i was still in my second year. haha. the class was really great. haha. whenever there's no teacher, we would go out of the classroom. haha :)

im now playin MYMP - Get me. haha. kewt ung song. "so come on and get me, get me. baby im yours come on and get me, ul never be lonely, lonely. so baby.. come on and get me" haha. kewt. my new fave song right now is Mariah's new single. We Belong Together. ang kewt. and also 112's new song. You Already Know. it's a sex song. haha. lol. i love Ja's Caught Up. hehe. awww.. ang hiphop ko talaga.

i got my ears pierced nga pala yesterday. upper right side. it kinda hurts. haha. but. it's cute. haha.

i got a friend. he was making me super kulit before. just to make him a testi. when i made him one na, he doesn't want to give me one naman. kakainis. andamot sa testi! haha.

i miss playin ball. lol. i wanna go training though. but my mom didn't let me. and i have to study in my 3rd year. haha. ugh. kakainis. i aint got nuthin tuh do this summer but to go out and go out. haha. that's aaight. i get tuh meet new people. "cute" new people. haha. lol. crazie biyotch.

i wanna go tuh the beach! woah! hehe. i love my cellphone theme. hehe. the background is a girl in the beach. haha. it's really nice. i love it! ;p

love this! ::..
We Belong Together - Mariah Carey

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you, so
I should have held on tight
I never shoulda let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself

I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you
Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, cause baby
(We belong together)

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Saying to me
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute
This is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
"I only think of you"
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
It ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who else am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby

[chorus]
When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
Cause we belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

2005-05-02T22:14:00.000-07:00

shit happens.

im confused. i thought when i give it a second shot, things would be aight. but then it didn't. i changed the fuck out of myself. and still you don't give a shit. rthin didn't turned out as planned. wut i did wrong.? huh?? you actin like it's aight tuh lose me. uhm. holla at yuh! shit. i didn't went back for this crap! you tellin me stuff like im some kind of stupid or sumthin! i aint gettin sumthin from this piece of shit. i aint happy. u aint makin me. shit.

2005-05-02T20:50:00.000-07:00

shit toh. watta life.

I hope I don’t make you mad, with what I’m ‘bout to say boy Here we are once again, and I’m havin' second thoughts boy I’m not messin' with your head, but I changed my mind boy I don’t know why I’m here, the same time I want you near If you want me to leave, I will underst and See I will just have to respect your wishes boy 'Cause if I stay ain't no tellin' what may happened boy Although you look so good to me, it's best that I leave **I’m scared of bein next to you, 'cause of what I think I might do Boy you turn me on right now, I can’t get down like that right now I don’t want to disturb the flow this is not my M-O, Hold up, wait a minute, we’re movin' way too fast I want some like this here to last.**

2005-05-02T17:17:00.000-07:00

weeeeeeeeeeeee... lol. our fuckin pldt vibe issnt workin. haha. and im so fed up at callin tis pldt line. they keep puttin me in hold and sayin thier technical group is busy. busy my ass. im fed up. haha. anyway. ima go out 2mo. gon tuh town. gon buy stuffs. hehe :)

2005-04-30T21:47:00.000-07:00

aint no bitch gon ruin my life.

just got home from sm & gale. went to 50th ave. things are still nice there. anyway. gotta go tuh town on tuesday. gonna buy sumthin. haha. i miss skool. i miss pao. ugh. im gon continue makin earings and beaded stuff na. and gonna find sum place who gives boxing lessons.

2005-04-28T22:06:00.000-07:00

i went to town a while ago. wit my sis and her friends. we watched xXx2. damn. the movie's really hot! all those cars and the soundtrack and damn. all of it actually. haha. it's really hot.

2005-04-27T12:15:00.000-07:00

i just chatted wit pao. i said sorry and stuffs. AGAIN. damn. i told him i don't wanna argue but he keeps pushing. he told me he loves me and i trashed it and all those shit. i keep hearin that shit everytime we talk. fcuk naman. he's on my mind again. ugh. kakainis. i do try everythin to forget this shit. i don't wanna be crappy and shit. fuck this shit. im done with it.

2005-04-26T19:28:00.000-07:00

***"God send me an angel from the heavens above. Send me ang angel to heal my broken heart from being inlove. Coz all i do, is cry. God send me an angel to wipe the tears from my eyes."***

ugh. my summer's gettin really bored. i aint got nothin to do. i wanna go out. hehe. i wanna watch xxx2. but i dunno who im goin wit. well anyway. ill find someone. i think ima go to sm on friday coz my mom said it go be sale. so i decided to make up to myself on shopping. (after all i have done) haha. anyway. i miss my friends. my bestfriend mostly. and my barkada. haaayy..

these are the people i want to thank so much, i love em and i miss em so much.

single

2005-04-25T10:58:00.000-07:00

well... im home. hihi. it was really fun there. i missed the pc though. but it's aight,, i got tuh hang out by the beach. hehehe :p well anyway. we were there for a week. wow. hehe. it's really fun,, i loved the beach. it has white sand and stuffs. hehe. the sun was great. ;p we got home yesterday. hehe ;p

anyway,, im now single. harhar. lol. it's kinda, uhh,, i dunno. aight maybe.? there's so many people who keep tellin me, i should really be single and prolly loose weight haha. anyway. i kinda want this way though. eventhough i really miss him and stuffs. i should like it this way. eventhough he told me he's gon back,, come to think of it. i look like a doormat. he leaves me, and comes back again when he needs me. crazy huh? a friend even told me i think more mature than him. he acts like a kid. well i dunno. i got tired of cryin all the time, thinkin it's always my fault (eventhough it's really no one's fault). my dad told me, i should enjoy life. i shouldn't make my whole world revolve on my love life. that's stupid. i got friends. a lotta them. i know i can take care of myself. im tired of doin all this shit. all this crap. i should enjoy life. and yea it's summer! hehe. i got a lotta time to forget all this crap. i should prolly focus on my studies (haha. as if) so i could reach my goals. and do my dreams (woooohooo!). lol. im gettin the hang of this. haha

people should not be lonely if they're single. heck, i think we should be happy. i mean, we're free. and we could do stuffs on our own, we could decide for ourselves. and for me, i could look at guys, and wear stuff and go to places with out someone who keeps buggin me out! haha. ;p and i'm not alone. i got my friends. ;p im happy! wooohoo!

2005-04-15T23:42:00.000-07:00

ugghhh.. so excited bout tomorrow. hehe. we're gon go tuh amanpulo. wehehe.. ;p woooohoo!!! im gon be gone for a week. haha.! a full week in ta beach! woah! ehehehe. anyway. im sooooo excited!! :D anyway. my sis' packin my things. hahaha. lol. gotta go! :P

2005-04-14T12:29:00.000-07:00

went to my mom's office yesterday. then went straight to sm for shopping wit my sis. damn. we were walkin since 1.30 to 5. like omg. we went to shang pa. to look for stuffs. haha..

im bored. x(

..:bored:..

2005-04-13T22:24:00.000-07:00

well. i actually got out yesterday. i went to skool to get my card. well actually, i though im gonna be kicked out of the skool coz of tat stoooopid case bout the video scandal of pammie. well.. unfortuantely it did'nt happen. haha. i was just given a "very strict probation". well. it's not actually a problem wit me. hehe. so move bitches! coz this shit right here is stayin! haha. lol. anyway, i talked to our prefect of students. and u know wut he told me. i got potential! i was like. omg. haha. so anyway. after that, i got my card. haha. i was like, so happy i got really nice grades (like duh?) so anyway. im in probation. for now!

well after tat. i went to town wit kat, nico, ian, eman and ron. we watched guess who. it's a really nice movie. so after that, we went to paeng's then the coffee bean. well actually, we just sat there and talked. hehe. then kat's mom came. she invited us to dinner at friday's. then, we ate. kyla and her friends were there too. sa anyway, my dad picked me up at around 8.15 then i got home at around 9. sounds like fun right? but actually, ur just hearin the half of it.

so anyway, during the period of time that i was in skool, pao's no textin me so i decided to call him, told him what's happnin and stuff. then after that, he's no textin me nymor. i kept textin and textin and callin. he's not answerin, so i actually got pissed off. so when we went to town he's still not textn. i really got pissed off!! so when we got at friday's he called me, and he started yellin. talkin shit and all that. so i put down the fone coz i was so mad at him! on my way home, my dad caught me cryin. he askd me wuts wrong, and i was even so stooopid to tell him. so anyway, when i got home, i called pao to talk. good thing he's not yellin nymor. coz if he yelled at me one more time.. ugh. so anyway. he said sorry and stuff so we aight. ugh.

i actually hated today and yesterday. coz today, i didn't have nothin to do. and me and pao fought again today. but we aight. i actually dunno what his prob is. he's like "natatakot lang ako pag malayo ka" coz one time i eyed a cutie guy. hehe. but that shit just happen coz he fuckin left me. so it's actually,, uhh.. i dunno whose fault. haha. but i love him anyway. <3

2005-04-06T21:55:00.000-07:00

well.. im bored. ugh. our ptc's on april 11 and im not the one who's gonna get my card! ugh! my mom told me tat someone will get my card for me. ugh! kakainis! i really wanna go to skool pa naman! it's like, a chance to see my friends again! i was actually plannin tuh bring pao wit me at skool. but then there goes my mom, ruinin my plan. ugh! kakainis tlga. pero ill find a wasy for me to go there. hehe.

2005-04-05T12:15:00.000-07:00

well. it's been a while since i really talked here.. well.. anyway..

i went to town today with ate. well, i was supposed to take the drug test for skool coz i didn't get one there. coz it was so hot inside the cr, there were so many people. well anyway, i wasn't able to take it at healthway coz they said they need a doctor's request. so, i was like 'okei thanx'. ugh.. kakainis. so after that we ate then we were like, 'san na tayo punta?' we waited for ate's friends, april and frances. then together we watch Be Cool. i watched it already. last saturday wit my dad ang gino. so anyway. it was really nice and funny. ehehe.. it was like, The Rock was a fag. hehe.. then Christina Milian was really greaT! the story's not good though,, but wit an all-star cast, it became really interesting. so anyway, after that, i was planning to buy a blue racerback. but they didn't have ta color i wanted so im just gonna buy next time. i was supposed to buy a swimsuit but my mom didn't gave me enough dough. but then, when we came home, she was like 'baket hindi ka bumili? sabi ko seo gamitin mo ung credit card nga ate mo!' but she really didn't tell tat to me. ugh. she makes me sick. really. well. lol. tat's life.. gotta live in tat way ;p

2005-03-28T21:40:00.000-08:00

the year that was.. my sophomore year. 04-05

hmm. well. im tryin tuh remember all that happend. since the first day of school. uhhh.. here..:::..

i really didn't like my section at first. i mean, when i saw the list of my classmates, i was like. omg. i need to transfer. but i know i can't. my mom won't let me. so anyway, the reason why i wanted to transfer is because, i really didn't "feel" the people in it. haha. what a reason. but yeah, it was true. i really wanted to transfer in section23 because.. someone i like was there. haha. and also my friends were there or in section24 because.. my fave friends were there. well anyway. moving on

well. technically, the first day of classes was like this. we were asked to assembly at the student's lounge. then we went up to the conference hall. then we had an orientation and stuffs like that. they were tellin us about this and that and a lotta other things. haha. so anyway. when we had our regular classes, it was like this.::..

homeroom. our class adviser is ms. bracamonte, the girls' PE teacher. im seated at the second row. well. our seat plan is really crazy. coz we have boys on the left side, and girls on the right side. my homeroom seatmate is angel. well. we're really not that close. and then. the girl behind her is the girl i really like talking to! ehehe.. luni and beside her is pammie. and then, butz, roxy, bruce, jerome and mimi are seated at the back. with alice, sheila, mariel, annmae and alvin. and then, on the other side of the room are the guys. first row are dela me (well, we call him that rather than mark, we dunno why) chuck and 2 other guys, 2nd row are renzo and nico then two other guys. then next are inigo, mel (silos ;p), aldo.. so many of them. so anyway. moving on..

we always have different seat plans every subject. and then, our classroom life is like this.::.

every end of a subject, we have our prayer of course or our teacher just greets us "goodbye.." blah blah. and then after that, we change our seats, and then people do thier things. haha. elite 10 people (well, u might think who they are.. read more to know em..) are either playin inside the room (haha), textin or just by the door, trippin. then, sheila and others (hehe) just do the same. and then the other guys like juancho, inigo, aldo, kenneth ah basta! other classmates just talk. haha. there. ooh. and mimi provides our candy. we LOVE to eat during classes. ;p moving on..

elite 10 people are::.. me (of course.. ;p), mimi, butz, roxy, renzo, chuck, bruce, igi, dre and nico. well. it all started like this. we had our retreat really early. then, during break peroids, we always sit together, bond together and yea eat together. then.. there. elite 10 was made. (u might wonder why it's elite 10, well first i dunno why elite, and 10 because, we're 10 :) )

we LOVE our teachers so much. so much LOVE, they keep on leaving us. booohoo. but then, it was fun. ;p

we really don't have a filipino teacher. so we had a sub. ms. canco. she's the filipino coordinator. well, all of us really hated her. then we had ms. tolentino. she's new, she teraches in the first year, she's small, easy to be with. then sir calindro, the new teacher last year which we all hated, but still loved to tease. haha. then we had our one-day-only teacher, i even forgot his name, hehe. then lastly the teacher who never left us, ms, calaquian. well at first, i liked her, i mean, she teaches really great. but then, there's somethin in her that makes us all hate her. well. she's new. hehe.

first quarter, our cve teacher was sir cula. he's great, i really liked him. problem was, he really has a soft voice. so he left us, he's reason was because we merely gave him a heartatack. so next teacher was a guy teacher ulit. but i forgot his name. hehe. he's soft-spoken also, and i really didn't liked him. hehe. so after the two teachers, we were left with only one option ms. sayo. she's the cve coordinator. well, i like her, kinda. hehe.

then a mip teacher. well i really forgot his name all i could remember is that we call him chocoleit. coz he really looks like that comedian. so there. ;)

oh yea. class officers. haha.

our "dakilang presidente" is roschell bueno "butz"

vice president is ian lat "balot" **peace**

treasurer is nico tiongco "laki ulo" **peace ulit! hehe**

PRO is yours truly, adeline sta ana "lea" (wooohooo!!)

secretary cheska gonzales (rocker gurl, artist, soon to be model! nyahahahaha!! ;p)

these are our basketball team well, m really proud of em! we won champion wooohoo!:)

renzo lo (bestfriend. hehe. seatmate in english. mabait. habulan ng advices. hehe)

luigi pastrana (very nice, tall!! uhh.. un lang)

andre gollayan (nice.. kulit!)

bruce gonzales (KULIT!)

jm roxas (melanie, hehe seamate in english.)

mikhail glinoga (tahimik, ata)

jerome runes (uhhmm... lotsa gurls.. KULIT, PASAWAY)

jj bartolome (TALL really TALL!)

"mga batang matatalino" ;p lol. friends ko yan! ahahaha ;p

luni pedregosa (woootwoo!!)

inigo arenal (varsity, ng CHESS!! wehehe..!! ;p) *peace*

pat balingit (RKO chiq!)

paolo cruz (bestfriend ni luni. hehe)

ian lat (hindi ko xa friend. haha. i just ask him for paper. haha)

well.. anyway. we people really got along well. we had bonding times. happy sessions. trippin sessions. my thought of having a really bad year, turned out, well. not exactly the opposite but, it was, really memorable. what i hated most is that, when the time came that our section was really bonded together, and we were really havin fun, it was time for sayin goodbye. i was really havin fun at school eventhough there were some problems and shit. i really loved goin to school coz of those people. drama or no drama, they really touched my heart. ahaha.. lol. i would surely miss the times. i HOPE to see em again, next year. i just HOPE to..

my.fucked.up.life.

2005-03-26T12:04:00.000-08:00

uhhh. i can't get the point of other people playin other people's lives. hehe. i mean. they're not getting paid to do that (unless it's a bet). but then, hindi ba hassle na marami kang girlfriend/boyfriend? dba? you gotta spend on the both of em, if you're the guy. pero if you're the girl, you gotta balance you're time, between them and putting make up on yourself. dba? and also, if you gotta txt em, edi sobrang gastos. if you're seeing wit em naman, edi you gotta make sure the other one doesnt see you. edi ang hassle.! if you're playin, wala kang concience. you don't mind what other people would feel.
isa pa. why would guys/girls hide something from thier special someone? if they tell you they love you so much, why the heck would they hide something from you?? diba? if they tell you, they didn't told you coz they know it'll hurt you're feelings. booohhooo. well what they don't know is that it'll hurt thier feelings twice as more if they would know it late! damn.
i hate people who take things for granted.ugh. they don't realize what other people's doin for them. example: a friend has a problem, you help them. sabay sabihin sayo. "hindi nga eh! hindi ka nakakatulong!" blah blah blah. all those shit. ugh. kakainis sila.
all in all,, manhid sila! ugh. hate em!

2005-03-25T19:12:00.000-08:00

YOUR BIRTHDAY COLOR IS WHITE

You are a dreamer who has the ability to make your dreams come true. You have definite goals for your life. You and have goals in your life. You have something which sets you apart from others. People think highly of you. In love, you get jealous easily. You have high standards for the one who you allow to get close to your heart. You want lots of romance in your relationship.

2005-03-23T18:55:00.000-08:00

"Smile"

Yea,wuts up girl,how u doin'?,
Look my name is MH know what I'm sayin',
I think u real cute and all but uh I just
Wanna see you smile,check this out

There's one thing that I must say,
Baby that I care for you and I'll do anything for you
(I'll do anything for you baby what I say is true),
Beautiful than the sunrise,
Girl you can be my paradise,
But first you must show me that you can.......

[Chorus:]
Smile for me,
Girl your so beautiful to me,
And I can be your fantasy,
Give you anything you need,
Baby won't you,
Smile for me,
Girl your so beautiful to me,
And I can be your fantasy,
Give you everything you need,
Baby won't you smile

Girl listen when I tell ya whats on my mind,
To you I will devote my time,
To you I'll never tell a lie,
And there's so much that I just cannot guesture why,
Why I can't get you off my mind,
So girl you must show me that you can........

[Chorus:]
Smile for me,
Girl your so beautiful to me,
And I can be your fantasy,
Give you anything you need,
Baby won't you,
Smile for me,
Girl your so beautiful to me,
And I can be your fantasy,
Give you everything you need,
Baby won't you smile

[hook (2x):]
Baby won't you smile for me,
Baby won't you smile for me
Say baby won't you smile for me,
Baby won't you smile for me

[Chorus]
Smile.......Smile
[hook]

Bad Habit

How many times
Are you gonna apologize about the same thing
And how many times can I take you back
When I'm not the one that's doin' wrong
(When I'm not the one that's doin' wrong, yeah)
I thought maybe if I started prayin'
That we would get better, but
When I would pray the answer would always come back to me bein' done
But we are so hard headed when we're in love
So I

[Chorus]
I told myself that I would make some changes
But the more I change there's one thing that remains the same
I can't seem to shake ya
You seem to really have a hold on me
And everytime that we break up
We turn around and make up
This can't go on now
I gotta move on now
It's not the fact that I don't love you no more
But I gotta break this bad habit
Can't take his bad habit no more

I'm totally out of my element
Learnin' new ways to live, while your in a comfort zone
Not even thinkin, (you couldn't think about me) to call
And then when I get mad you buy me gifts
Thinkin' it's gonna solve every issue
From the girl callin my phone, to the pictures that I saw
And every time you would break up with me for nothing at all
I've takin all I could take (I've takin all I could take)
But the way I live has gotta change, oh

[Chorus]

Let me break it down
Have you ever loved somebody
So much that you was just to blind to see
Past, all of the pain they was causin' you
Ladies do you feel me (do you feel me)
Have you ever loved somebody
So much that you went against the right things that you should do
Then it's time to make a change
So I
[Chorus]

2005-03-23T18:10:00.000-08:00

when i see your face
my heart starts to race
when our eyes meet
my knees get weak
when i touch your skin
my senses give in
when i taste your lips
my heart tends to skip
when we're apart
my depression starts
when your with me
my heart is at peace

so dont ever leave me
dont ever go
because without you
im not whole
and when im not whole
a gap will grow
so please dont ever leave me
dont ever go

2005-03-22T18:49:00.000-08:00

My Everything

I used to smile
to hide the pain that I wished not to see,
and to hide from you,
behind my mask that didn't exist.

But suddenly,
you see past my smile;
you hear my silent cries;
you watch me scream within my mind,
and you save me from myself
even when I don't believe I'm in need of saving.

My smile doesn't work now,
and I'm left to fend for myself.
I have nothing to hide behind,
no lies to cover my naked body,
no hope of keeping everything to myself;
I have only you,
and I've never wanted anything more
for you're all I want,
all I need,
all I have.

You're my everything.

2005-03-22T14:18:00.000-08:00

Just A Word

He made it seem so easy
To say the words I dreaded most
He sounded so sincere
But his feelings were a ghost
I never thought anyone could feel that way
At least not that fast
He said that it just happened that way
That this was something that would last
I gave up everything for him
The things I cherished with all my heart
I thought that it would never end
That we would never part
He said that things just got too heavy
That we were moving way too fast
He said that I brought back the memory
Of a girl he had in the past
He said that he would end up hurt
That it just wasn't right
In the end I was the one that felt like dirt
And I just wanted to die
I said, "but you said you loved me"
He said it just wouldn't work
He gave me a kiss and then he left me
After saying love is just a word

**c/o www.zenhex.com

2005-03-22T14:16:00.000-08:00

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

October
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn'tpretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

2005-03-22T02:35:00.000-08:00

whAt's in a nAmE

2005-03-21T10:47:00.000-08:00

You like to be always on the move. You set goals and then you set out to achieve them. When you put your mind to something, you usually get it done. You aren't into playing games. For you, what you see is what you get. You enjoy the thrill of romance, but you're not the most romantic person in the sense of being into hearts and flowers. You like boys who are up-front, masculine and very confident. Guys who drop little hints and wait for you to do the approaching will get a big surprise, because that kind of behavior turns you off. You don't flirt a lot because you are a big believer in being direct. If you like someone, you let them know it. And if you don't like someone, you let them know that too! Physical attraction and chemistry are very important to you in a love match. You get a lot of enjoyment from "chasing" a love interest and trying to make them like you back. You are passionate and sensual, although not everyone might realize this. You may hide your thrill-seeking nature behind a serious exterior. You don't like to advertise your personality or your crushes, and you keep your personal life to yourself quite a bit. Your sensual nature means that you can get great enjoyment out of pushing the limits physically, so you will enjoy extreme sports and those that challenge you aerobically. You also love to eat, but you don't always take time to eat properly.

what's in a name?

tired**

2005-03-19T05:35:00.000-08:00

arrrggghhh... hate this! i went to dannah's yesterday for an overnight party. well. we didn't sleep. damn.! mosquitos were eatin us! just saw a lotta red spots on my legs! damn! won't be able to wear skirts again! arrrgggh! whatta life!

oooohhh.. no cLasSes :<

2005-03-17T18:28:00.000-08:00

damn.. yesterday was the last day of classes. well. i hate it. i mean, yea im excited bout summer, havin no classes, nuthin to do and outings and stuffs. but am gonna miss school. :c i really feel bad.. hmmmmpf.
what ill miss so much in my school are the people in it. haha. i mean the students. i really dunt like studyin. but. studyin makes us more closer. haha.
i love my section. well. beside from bein the champion in the bball intrams, we really know how tuh have fun. plus, we really are bonded together. we get along just fine.
well. ill miss my 2 usual seatmates in english. jm and renzo. at first we really aint close tuh each other. but now, we always talk bout things, nonsense usually. haha. it was really fun, one time, our teacher asked us to do an imaginary story,,lol. she asked us, who will we bring if we're in a island. we're only allowed to bring four. so im like im bringin pao and other friends. haha. they're like, "hindi mo kame isasama sa island mo? hindi ka rin namin isasama!" then after that, renzo was like, "gan2 nalang ung island natin mgkakatabi dapat!" then jm said "onga! sisigaw nalang ako ng 'lea penge beer!'" haha. i was so laughin that time. hmm.. those two guys. m really gon miss them.
there is another one, mimi. so kulit! spongebob adik! she's my babydestiny.. haha. wanna know why? coz one time, she's so bad 3p, i walked over to her and told her na nakakainis xa she's not talkin to me the whole day, i told her tampo ako sknea then i walked away, then she's like, "hui lea! soorry na!, tgnan mo, destiny tayo! pareho tayo nakapearl earrings, naka blouse, naka white na socks..." and she told many things.. i was so laughin.. haha. so she's my babydestiny.
anmae, the makulit din na gurl. ill miss that gurl, she be leavin for states.. hmmpf.. gon miss her sobra.
well.. gotta go. am goin tuh dannah's house! harharhar..! lolx :p

LazZinEss

2005-03-13T12:55:00.000-08:00

hey hey. LoL. m gettin rEally bored here.. soo lazy tuh studii. soo much lazier tuh clean my room. m just waitin for mimi tuh send meh tha reviewer in ss so that i cud like, just reaD i lil bit. haha. lolx.

i riLi feeel lazzzzyy.. lol. just wanna sleep tha whole day. hahaha. or watch a movie or sumthin.

well.. our dad just taught us how to make our summer ~~"productive"~~ lol. haha.. im thinkin.. tuh make sum neckalces and stuffz.. haha

**aDeLiNe`**